Oh, to dream!

You know those people...the ones who seem to define the word 'selfish' - those that seem to live just for the sake of making another life miserable...and if you have to question if you are one of those people, chances are - YOU ARE.

Douchebag - a word describing someone who treats others disrespectfully.  A word for someone who has no real explanation for treating others that way, but simply does it because he or she can.  A word for someone who will sell you up river given the chance, then watch you suffer as they sit idly by.  A person who does not feel they are doing anything wrong in their actions, even though your heart my be forever shattered or broken in certain areas, never to be repaired.

Funny thing, those people.  They always seem to be ahead of everyone else.  They never quite grasp the level to which they sink when performing such douche-onic behavior.  Their actions are not incomprehensible to those around them.  They seem to walk in this haze otherwise known as their magical bubble world of "Nope, I didn't do it..." or "Well, you are the one who..." rather than just own up to the mistake they may have made, apologize, and move forward.

The other funny thing?  We are all capable of doing this.  We are all, at times, insensitive toward others, and how they may feel.  We are all, at times, guilty of hurting someone.  But the difference between the douchebag and the non-douchebag - the douchebag will perform at a higher level, masterfully creating, spinning, weaving, and dodging.  That is how they operate, and how they are so successful at the game. 

I wish I could pass this award of Honorary Douche Bag of the Week to some people.  I can think of several people off the top of my head to start off with - the former boyfriend who cheated on me with a supposed 'friend', the supposed 'friend' who cheated with my boyfriend.  The person who cut me off in traffic when there was no need to.  The person who wrote something raunchy on my Facebook page where my children and mother can see things.  I wish I could let those people know how their actions may devastate others, hurt others, create a difference in someone else's life that is not for the better.  Until that time, I can silently disperse this award...silently smile as I distribute this dishonorable award, and pray someday they are reformed.