Oh, the silly thoughts of a girl. The curiosity and fear that goes into the time and effort she may put forth within a relationship. Curiosity of where this may lead, and the fear of what if it goes wrong. For me, it always seems my curiosity and fear run rampant together. I attempt to love without ceasing, but this may also be seen as neediness to some. It is not neediness, just my attempt to show the other person how important they are. And in this world we live in now, that is not always a welcome sign. Because while I may have curiosity and fear, so does the other person. Fear of how much they may need to give, or fear of being hurt themselves, I am not sure.
In relationships, when they end, it can seem to be as good as everything familiar exiting from your life. Where once you would tell this person everything, suddenly you may not have anyone to share things with. Where once you knew the person would call at a certain time every day, suddenly the clock seems against you. Little moments you would share will no longer be shared, and even the sounds that the person made, those little funny sayings, words, phrases, are gone. All that remains is an image captured during a happier moment, resting comfortably inside a frame that you wonder when you can take down without having your heart break.
Baby where's that place where time stands still
I remember like a lover can
But I forget it like a leaver will
It's no place you can get to by yourself
You've got to love someone and they love you
Time will stop for nothing else
And memory plays tricks on us, the more we cling,
The less we trust
And the less we trust the more we hurt
And as time goes on it just gets worse
So baby where's that place where time stood still
It is under glass inside a frame
Was it over when you had your fill
And here we are with nothing but
But this emptiness inside of us
Your smile a fitting, final gesture
Wish I could have loved you better
Baby where's that place where time stands still
I remember like a lover can
But I forget it like a leaver will
It's the first time that you held my had
It's the smell and the taste and the fear and the thrill
It's everything I understand
And all the things I never will
I remember like a lover can
But I forget it like a leaver will
It's no place you can get to by yourself
You've got to love someone and they love you
Time will stop for nothing else
And memory plays tricks on us, the more we cling,
The less we trust
And the less we trust the more we hurt
And as time goes on it just gets worse
So baby where's that place where time stood still
It is under glass inside a frame
Was it over when you had your fill
And here we are with nothing but
But this emptiness inside of us
Your smile a fitting, final gesture
Wish I could have loved you better
Baby where's that place where time stands still
I remember like a lover can
But I forget it like a leaver will
It's the first time that you held my had
It's the smell and the taste and the fear and the thrill
It's everything I understand
And all the things I never will
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